3x A Genuine Smile: Progress

I think you latest BBM brought the widest smile I've smiled in a considerably long time.

Ja©ob ®.

Received Mon @ 11:44 PM

○ I love you too sweetie and I feel like I'm slowly getting my stefanellie back :)

This message.. gives me hope that I am in the right direction right now. I should have never tried to change for you because you fell in love with the stefanellie you knew from the start. Your text gives me hope for the both of us, but I don't want to jinx it! Just talking about it now makes me nervous of what may occur tomorrow. We can only hope for the best and for this love to pull through.

On another note, today seemed to run okay up until period 12. I actually had a minor headache throughout the day as well as yesterday and the day before. Twelfth period, we got ripped apart. No one likes to try to answer questions and well, we got to her. She called us..dense? I wasn't really offended at all because her threats to not recommend anyone for English 4H go according to my plans anyway. I had actually planned on dropping honors next year. I've literally giv

en up on trying for no reason. I want to attend art school and such classes don't matter too much. After school, I had play practice. It was pretty bad, but we got through it. Then, I walked with Deejay on his way home and met up with Jacob. Jacob and I walked Deejay a little further before turning up Jerolemon St. towards Walgreens. hahahahaha What an interesting decision this turned out to be. The walk was great, we got to talk and enjoy our time. Then, as fate always love to defy the chances, we run into Bernadine. Jesus. There's no escape is there? When we were crossing the street by the Rec House, which also hap

pens to be her street, her car is also tries to make the turn onto the street. Jacob and I were already half-way across the street and her father decides to tap on the gas, trying to go by. BITCH, WE ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STREET. We look at him with confusion and shock at what he just did. Then, when we tried to walk again, he repeated his actions and...that bastard was trying to run us over!! As we were getting by, I still pulled whatever manners I had left in me to look back at him and give that pedestrian thank-you wave. Whuuuddaabiitch. Photo is of our sleep substitute taken my the creeper almighty, Jae. haha