"I Just Wanna Sayyyy....I Love You!"

The mall can be a beautiful thing as well as bad. Things can come off annoying at certain times more than others. I never knew how stressful the search for a red friggin' beanie could really be until tonight. It's as if the thing is rare! EVERYONE wears beanies today! ..EVERYONE!! I went to GSP tonight with my mother, sister, and her boyfriend. I had the slight joy of buying a hoodie and the perfume I dropped the other day again. These items brought some satisfaction to my being but it was only short-lived. Here I am now, stressed, not perceiving tomorrow as I had wanted to, and ready to lay down and close my eyes.

There was goodness in my day, though.. a great deal of it. At lunch, something very significant happened. We fell into a bit of hard feelings and disagreement. He said "You should've..." ; I said,"I didn't know." There was a good while of being unhappy. But in a matter of a few minutes, we started back into regular conversation. Not too long after, I thought to myself "Had we really done it? Did we just make up after five minutes?!" I have been really observing a maturity in our relationship after we hit the year mark. After school, he and I spent a little date to 7-11. We didn't realize how cold it was until we sat down in the shade and felt the frequent wind remind us of how we should have worn something thicker. We shared our usuals: a large slushie, 3 taquitos [2 Montery Jack, 1 Buffalo]]], and I got donuts. I'm a fatty I knowww! Anyway, due to the cold, we moved to the playground area across the street. We sat on a platform among the monkey bars and slides. He took out his guitar and began to play riffs and songs. I sang along with my crappy voice, his fingers began to get cold. We still kept going! After much experimenting, we began to make up chord progressions and ad-lib some amazing lyrics! I recorded much of it, but I'm pretty upset for not recording the better first-attempts! This little date had my spirits high up and reminded me of why we go so well together. Taking things for granted has been something I've learned better to avoid. It is all the little things in life that have been accumulating and creating the biggest impacts on who I am and the better person I am becoming. Photo is from the park.