Pep Rally And Pork Cubes?

Today's pep rally was a failure. I'm more upset for the fact that I know I'm better than that and this year, we had full potential in being good for the first time. The band , especially colorguard, is known to always mess up at the pep rallies and just have a bad show, but this was bad for different reasons. We have our whole show written; we have all of our drill. We know the work. What ruined the entire performance today was that we stood at the ready for about 20 minutes straight minutes. We didn't move too much and it was cool to relax and all, but the body reacts otherwise. All of the blood rushed to my feet and I lost all circulation in my hands. By the time we were on the field, counting off the show, I couldn't feel in my hands. First toss - drop. Its not even a real toss! It was a friggin flip. End of first- can't breathe. End of second- cant breathe. The third is coming up -crap- screw up the flag work along with dropping your 5. Great performance!

After school, I went along with him, Ana, and others back to Adrian's house for a little group for covers and what not. No progress whatsoever was made, other than ordering Portuguease food. I felt bad because Adrian really wanted to get things done along with Jacob, but no one listened. Ana and I had to leave at around 3:50 PM to report for a bbq for the band, cheer, and fb parents.. not the kids. How messed up is that? Our performance for half-time was also apparently bad, I didn't forget to leave room for improvement and redemption. Photo is everyone in Adrian's basement.