I can say that I have enjoyed today, but I can also say that it didn't feel the best. Today began with a Tag Day which I was late to, early morning. I honestly was late on purpose, for the fact that I woke up at 9AM. When the season is over, I don't bother coming early anymore. This morning dragged like it always does, expect not as badly. Ana got her uke dropped off and we began to obnoxiously sing for money. In fact, we created a song for donations! After tagging, Deejay and I headed to Ana's house. We chilled there for a while until we got picked up to go to Deejay's where we were picked up to to to GSP.Tonight has been interesting. [just like every other day I describe, right?] We went to the mall and it was fun. We roamed around into stores, bought amazing red velvet cupcakes, and even funky danced out way into a newly opened store. Unfortunately, I did not buy anything aside from the little gift I got for him. I do know I wish he was with us though. I was talking with Deejay tonight about how sometimes he doesn't feel like he belongs anywhere. Sometimes I feel like that too. I have been in this constant fight within myself against social awkwardness. After about an hour on the topic, I have come to realize that awkwardness is what I've been after. It is consistency. I know myself to be very outgoing at times, but then there will be times of super-duper awkwardness that breaks me down. It has driven me towards insanity, this never-ending fluctuation. Oh, Happy Medium, where are you? Photo is of the beautiful arrangement of colorful hoodies at American Apparel!
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