AutoPilot Day

And here I sit in front of the computer, eager to shut my eyes. I would like to make up for the lack of hours from last night. Working of the shield all day left me in a daze where I don't care anymore. Anyways, today in school was a materialization of the unsettled feeling from this past weekend. I wrote a spontaneous not to you period 11 A note had actually been on my mind for a while, but I never had the time to do it. I apologized for my behavior and the excessive amounts of awkwardness. After school was no better. I tried to be cheery at first, but all you wanted to do was go home. I teared up; I wanted to work things out, but you just wanted to go home. I did nothing but go with the flow. I insisted on walking him back home and the fact that I had to really pee brought me upstairs. I tried to stay cool and collected, which I accomplished. I initially stopped by to only pee and continue on my way. But, that the lord, you stopped me from leaving and we finally talked it out. Morears brought better unstenadingd. Photo is from tonights dinneerr. Massive King Crab ftw.