When You Aren't Losing Everything

Today was a very long day to say the least. I woke up around 7AM because I went to the DMV with my parents to receive my driver's permit. We left the house at around 8:15AM and I was pretty confident to say I should be out by 9:30AM or so. Reality added another hour onto that estimate and I began to hate the waiting game more than ever. The problem wasn't so much about a lot of people being there; it was more so the fact that a subtle amount of people was there, but the workers were moving at their own pace like time doesn't mean a thing. I spent the majority of my time waiting and waiting and waiting. My continuous excitement was dumbed down and overpowered by the unwelcoming atmosphere of the DMV. The receptionist answered questions like the person asking is an idiot; strict policies were understood. After 3 hours of waiting, I was able to walk out with my permit :D I didn't show to well, but I was excited. My road test has been scheduled for June 14, 2011 and I couldn't be more eager to drive. When I got home, Papa let me park the car by myself. I felt accomplished :D Before Roland's party, two things happened: 1. A note was found 2. I cleaned up. Point 1 has more to offer, though. I wasn't able to learn about the situation until after Roland's and boy, has this been a difficult night. I don't want to lose you; your papa found the note I wrote you a few days ago, during times of trouble. in our relationship. I seems as if, this moment in time could've used its own note as well. I keep saying we can get through this together, but you are right. "It's easy to say when you aren't losing everything." I confessed that I feel that although you are the best thing to have happened in my life. Photo is of Roland's card.