Everything Comes With It's Stresses

At this point, I am already falling asleep. It's only 10:30PM, but I either getting used to this bed time or practice was just killer today. My best bet would be on practice. We didn't do anything hardcore nor did we get yelled at, but practice just drains you nonetheless. We got out uniforms today, which was pretty exciting, along with the flag I designed. Though I am not the soloist anymore, I still love the fact that I've been taking part in designing this show. I can get jealous from time to time, but my tiny solo in the beginning makes up of so. Alll the responsibility can get pretty tiring that I found myself asking today, "Is the season over yet?" I feel like that is definitely an automatic thing to think about as a marching band member in general. Everything come with it's stresses, including sports. School today was good, too. The entire fact that I've been sleeping earlier for the past two days has been having a positive effect on me. I start off the morning good and it carries throughout the day. Unfortunately, I started falling asleep in US History, but I blame the itis! I have lunch right before, and we sat in a dark room watching a movie - no windows.

When I got home earlier, I was reminded today of what makes me happy, what get's me through rehearsal. Whenever practice ends, an initial thought is to BBM him. In a way, I come home to him and I love it. It brings me back to a mental state where I'm happy and content. Simple BBMing relaxes me from the world. What do you expect of going to happy! Photo is of Gaby's awesome arm drawing of "the country". hahaha.