Quitters Quit Over Contraversy

You can not imagine how tired I am right now. On top of having a 4PM-7PM, I have just worked my ass past it's limits. By 8:30PM, I started reading out of the books and taking notes, as assigned. It's only 11:26PM, but I feel like it has been countless hours since 8:30PM. Finally, here I am finished, some how awake and typing. Today went by with the early urge to sleep. By second period Zoology, my eyes were crossing in every direction, begging to shut. I eventually got through the day, occasionally feeling an uneasiness in my stomach. Cramps, perhaps? Sure thing. The fact that I was so tired also had me dreading the 3-hour practice laying ahead. That, on the other hand was okay. Controversies were discussed during the leadership meeting, and we found out that Gaby quit. The idea of another friend quitting, kind of broke my heart. When someone quits the band, it is understandable if hey, they just don't want to do it anymore. It hits me more on a personal level when that person is a friend. There are only so many that I am close with during marching band- the ones I personally stay for. If one person leaves, then a chain reactions occurs. It gets to a point, like now, where I'm afraid to ask Ana that if DJ quit next year, will she. If she does, I don't know what to do in that situation. I have responsibilities, but at the same time, it won't be the same without people I'm truly close with. I don't want to think too much into it all; I just need sleep. Photo is of the lover trying to cover his book this morning. I helped him. :D