These Are The Moments We're Going To Regret Not Having Enough Of

"Take a second to just take it all in," he said. We sat in the grass, in front of the high school, an hour early for my rehearsal. He asked me to take in the adequate simplicity of today. I am with you and you are with me. Though it is hot, that is the simple miracle of today. "These are the moments we're going to regret not having enough of, later in life." I responded with confusion because I knew for sure we are going to have many more.

Anyways, today was a very good day, especially when I lower my expectations and love what I have. I left the house right about noon to meet up with him and spend a little time together at 7-11. We got an XL slurpee of Coke, Cherry, Orange, and Root Beer, cookies, and 3 taquitos. We sat out back so that we could sit in the shade on this hot, hot day. We just talked about anything, laughed, he wouldn't put his arm around me, jerk and just had a nice, relaxed time. Though I curved my eating because I ate cereal before leaving the house, I still managed to get a stomach ache. Walking on the way back, my stomach disagreed with me more and more. As we sat in front of the high school, a shift in conversation topics changed the mood in the atmosphere. I personally like talking about serious topics, or even arguments, in person. Texting just leaves a big opportunity for more arguing and misunderstandings. There, under a tree, we slowly pushed the discussion forward, at our own pace. I really wish we could argue verbally more, actually. They wouldn't be as bad. I've let it come down to the fact that it's your life, you're decisions. I'll be around, regardless.

Practice was something I just wanted to end. The stomach ache was not getting better, I just wanted to lie down. I'm done worrying about my lieutenant using more power than I do, I'm more at a "Fuck It." ideal right now. My insecurities are stupid. I'm captain, and I'm doing my job just fine. Photo is of the silly guy I'm in love with. :)