Sleep Walking To Starvation

Part of me regrets asking Shannon that single question at the end of practice today. "How am I doing?" I feel like if I just kept my mouth shut and improved on my own, I would answer the only doubt that was in my head. She told me I was doing good and at that moment, it clicked in my head that the only thing doubting my was myself.

Last night, I pulled another all-nighter, finishing McLean's paper. By the very last paragraph, I was dozing off every other minute and had the hardest time trying to type without falling asleep. I'm so glad that I may be able to get some decent sleep tonight, but that can only last so long. With schedule changes done, I'm finally starting to like my classes. I'm so excited to get started in Zoology, dissecting and whatnot.

Practice was really, really good tonight. I've finally learned to have it in my voice than when I express a compliment to the guard, it had meaning in the way you speak. Maybe it wasn't so much learning how to, but this time I really meant it. BHS guard is improving very nicely and our first competition is coming up soon! I hope we can pull the show together by that time, but it's definitely going to be hard. :)) Photo is just of me.. yeah, cam-whoring can be fun, and here's the raunchy photo of the uniform. GHA IM SO TIRED GOOD NIGHT.