Lash Out And Take Away 5% Of My Day

95% Of my entire day was absolutely amazing. I went to sleep by midnight last night, and I woke up feeling good. I went to school feeling good. I wasn't falling asleep too badly in any specific class, although I was cramming on some homework due 3rd period. The day went so smoothly, a smile kept my face in line all day. After school, we went to 7-11, where we picked up an XL slurpee [they got a new orange flavor ♥] and 3 taquitos. I love that we have had so many little hangouts that we have created out own "usuals" at certain places. Food and drink at hand, we made our way to the side of the store: our usual spot to sit and eat. There, we sat, ate, laughed, and talked. I will always love this about our relationship. I enjoy having interesting conversations with you about random topics, or laughing as far as my smile could stretch. You really truly make me smile and even almost a year in, you still give me butterflies. Recently, I have been feeling something reminiscent of when we first started dating. Laughing, kisses, talking: it all felt so fresh.

When we had to walk back to Dunkin Donuts, thats where my day came crashing down. At first, it was the struggle of trying to get a ride home. No one was answering their phones and I knew he had to be home by this time, already. He didn't want a ride home, yet the request slipped past my lips as I called my father. I kept calling people like crazy and by the time I had a ride settled with papa, my sister called back. I tried to cancel with my dad because of the opportunity to walk Jacob home on the way to my ride, but that didn't work out. My dad insisted on the ride, even though I said I would meet up with my sister. Thing is, my dad wasn't supposed to ever know she would be at her boyfriend's house. While on the phone with my father, it didn't seem to phase him. Yet, when my sister called back, she flamed with repeating comments such as "ARE YOU RETARDED? HOW RETARDED CAN YOU BE, STEFANELLIE?! OH MY GOD." She made me feel like fucking shit. Like, okay I'm sorry some info was blurted out, but holy crap, there's no need to pull down my self-esteem. I would never ever lash out on anyone like that, no matter how bad the situation. It just had me pissed off, more that emotionally hurt. I felt so much disrespect. As it turned out everything was fine. She tried to apologize, but I didn't even look at her when she did. Ridiculous shit, man. Photo is of the lover creating our amazing slushee! :D