The first part of my afternoon was alright. I enjoyed going to the mall with my bro, mom and lola. I enjoyed buying a pair of vans and two shirts from UO. When I got home, I ate. The worst, or maybe the best, decision of my day was sleeping right after I ate. I woke up from my nap just feeling the worst, on top of the fact that I still had my contacts in, now dried up. From then on, I just had this uncomfortable, irritated feeling in my stomach and it showed. I was bitter to mama and papa. At times like that, I begin to feel lonely, depressed, and like plain shit. I begin to yearn for those I love more than usual, especially him. I tried to talk to friends online, but there weren't too many people on AIM. The night dragged on and I couldn't get rid of this feeling. That is until this happened. [via Tumblr]
STAPH!: ;( I wish I wud see yuh right now
YACO: I know love :l I’m sure we’ll have time together b4 I leave
STAPH!:I really really hope so >_<
YACO: Get ready STAPH!: PorQue?
YACO: Go outside
STAPH!: @_@ What?
YACO: Go Outside
STAPH!: Please don’t be pulling my leg >_<
YACO: Go outside
I looked out the window and there he was. He stepped back, looked up and waved. My heart started beating faster and faster, almost as if I had been shocked back to life with a defibrillator.
I ran downstairs, unsure if this was reality or not. I stood behind the closed door and took a breath. I began to unlock and open the door, hoping that he would still be there, proving to not be a figment of my imagination. I opened the door and that was the most I could do. I peeked my head through, and he was still there. “Are you real?” is all that could slip past my lips. He laughed with a yes, opened the screen door, and kissed me. Still in awe, I stood there and he stepped in. I threw my arms around him like my life depended on it and hugged him with every bit of energy I had in me. I pushed us out the door, where we could really hug outside. I squeezed tighter and tighter, him doing the same, cherishing this moment. In my deepest hopes, I didn’t think it was possible for a late night visit to happen like this. I just didn’t think it was possible since he couldn’t just leave the house without reason. Alternating between meaningful kisses and tighter hugs, I indulged in this much needed happiness. I haven’t truly smiled today or felt that great, but in that moment my day was complete. He is my happiness, without a doubt. Okay, maybe I teared up. He laughed a little, to see a pair of watery eyes behind these orange Vogue glasses.
We went over to the front, me now skipping a little, to go thank his brother. While we were texting tonight, I believed that he was at home watching a movie. As it turned out, he was at his uncle’s house, not too far from where I live.
I’ve been pretty much dead ever since I woke up from that nap. Eating beforehand did not settle well in my stomach. But at the sight of him, at the sound of his voice, at the touch of his lips, I was revived. I love you so much. Thank you, thank you, for everything you do. ♥ Photo is of my lifetime supply of Nutella waiting for me at Costco :)
YACO: Go outside
STAPH!: @_@ What?
YACO: Go Outside
STAPH!: Please don’t be pulling my leg >_<
YACO: Go outside
I looked out the window and there he was. He stepped back, looked up and waved. My heart started beating faster and faster, almost as if I had been shocked back to life with a defibrillator.
I ran downstairs, unsure if this was reality or not. I stood behind the closed door and took a breath. I began to unlock and open the door, hoping that he would still be there, proving to not be a figment of my imagination. I opened the door and that was the most I could do. I peeked my head through, and he was still there. “Are you real?” is all that could slip past my lips. He laughed with a yes, opened the screen door, and kissed me. Still in awe, I stood there and he stepped in. I threw my arms around him like my life depended on it and hugged him with every bit of energy I had in me. I pushed us out the door, where we could really hug outside. I squeezed tighter and tighter, him doing the same, cherishing this moment. In my deepest hopes, I didn’t think it was possible for a late night visit to happen like this. I just didn’t think it was possible since he couldn’t just leave the house without reason. Alternating between meaningful kisses and tighter hugs, I indulged in this much needed happiness. I haven’t truly smiled today or felt that great, but in that moment my day was complete. He is my happiness, without a doubt. Okay, maybe I teared up. He laughed a little, to see a pair of watery eyes behind these orange Vogue glasses.
We went over to the front, me now skipping a little, to go thank his brother. While we were texting tonight, I believed that he was at home watching a movie. As it turned out, he was at his uncle’s house, not too far from where I live.
I’ve been pretty much dead ever since I woke up from that nap. Eating beforehand did not settle well in my stomach. But at the sight of him, at the sound of his voice, at the touch of his lips, I was revived. I love you so much. Thank you, thank you, for everything you do. ♥ Photo is of my lifetime supply of Nutella waiting for me at Costco :)
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