Finally, Pancakes For Two

I can't keep being the perfectionist - not in this relationship, at least. We had a good morning, I can admit that, but an incomplete feeling still settled in my stomach. Maybe I wanted to do something more with you like bake a cake or watch a movie. About 10 minutes ago, he just advised me that I shouldn't have such high expectations. I've always been a perfectionist and sometimes it works out for the better, but right now for the worse. We finally had our chocolate-chip pancakes made for two; it was very sweet and chocolate-y for a breakfast! We ended our day when we biked back to the other side of Belleville and parted ways at the intersection of Joralemon and Franklin St. I know he hates the feeling when I hang out with someone else after him, as if he's being used. I don't mean to make him feel that way, but I'm just trying to keep my life together - every aspect of it. I went down to Ana's house to to chill with her and get food at Burger King. That was definitely a fun, low key hang out. I "almost" ran off the side walk and "almost" ran into a fence. When I say "almost", I kind of mean I actually did. At Burger, we had low key conversation and it was nice. I never had the guts to look someone dead in the eyes when I talked to them - it feels too awkward. Right before we left, I got a call from the realtor who was trying to help me find a better apartment for the family. We laughed at how I picked up her foreign accent and spoke it all the same. Later, we biked to Arianne's house where we chilled with Deejay, Arnelle, and Arianne ofcourse. It was nice, we watched TV and played Wii, but it was a matter of time before I had to bike back home. Photo is of me and him at the intersection before leaving. He didn't want me to take a picture, so I took one :)