Sunday, August 22, 2010

A Chain Of Arguments

Sensitive jealously, and territorial insecurities can go a long way, huh? The right within blogging, freedom of speech, can be for better or for worse. We all know that. As a writer, we can express ourself and write however vulgar or emotional we feel needed. That right is in our defense, if anyone has anything to say. But from the other POV, it can just plain hurt. The truth is a beautiful thing, but it's not what we always want to hear or read. I vented to another about my insecurities, about why I'm upset. Then, when he asked how she knew, I froze. This is a person I will never lie to. At the same time, I hate hurting him. I swallow my hesitations and come clean. Ah, of course this will lead into an argument. I never sugar coat the truth, because I will never hide anything from him. Our relationship has been based off of a continuous chain of arguments, and if you're reading this, I'm so sincerely sorry.

This morning I woke up to the miracle of Tag Day being cancelled. I woke up, got the mass text, smiled a little, and went back to sleep. It was nice :D When I woke up again, I got dressed for church. Honestly, Sundays are the days I feel the prettiest. They're the days I feel like my fashion sense is thee best! :)

After church, I walked over to AJ Wright to buy him something he has wanted for about a week now. It's these Marvel Comics themes Munny-like figurines. I literally spent like an hour+ walking all around the store trying to find it. I started to get a little headache, too! When that kicked in, I started looking at the shoes to relax. They weren't all that great, though. Finally, I BBM'd his brother Josh for some help, sending various photos of the walls of toys. Tonight, I was able to give it to him as I made a quick stop by his house. Even though we were arguing on AIM prior to me leaving the house, seeing him made it all the better. He also got me a little bracelet from down the shore, which is a little loose, yet I love it with all of my heart. :) No matter what he gives me, no matter the size, no matter the price, I will always love it unconditionally. Photo is of half the wall of toys I looked through so many times!

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