One Of The Worst Days

I hate the feeling of not doing my job right. Shit, the rank below me is doing a better job at what I'm supposed to do. She's more assertive and I'm too hesitant to tell the guard to shut up. This annoyance in myself, bothered me today after lunch. It got worse as practice progressed and I just wanted out. Sure that's not how a leader should act, but I am only human. I can do so much better than this, yet I am the only think holding me back. The thing about me is that I am a person who like to keep their public announcements nice and sweet. These lips are not used to being assertive and having that tone of voice that comes along with it. Ugh, I'm going to push myself tomorrow. After practice, I went to AC Moore with DJ, Ana, Emily, and Shianne. It took Shianne and I forever to pick out our shirts because all our needed sizes weren't in stock! We got back to Deejay's and the stress continued from there. Deejay's shirts were not coming out as he would have favored, but it was nice anyway. Ana's shirt was coming out really nice for Audrey. I only started working on cutting out my letters on the iron on sheets. 5 Hours later, at home, with all 120 letters cut out, I try it out and the letters come up transparent. My day hasn't been getting any better, so I can only imagine what God has in store for me now. Photo is of Emily and her awkward hugs.